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Self Aware

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There 04:49
If the wheels fall off, be at peace. If death is near, be at peace. When winter comes, be at peace. When you've run out, be at peace. We own nothing control nothing Hold on tight but remain wanting. Cause we all own nothing, we control nothing. Hold on tight but still remain wanting. It's meaningless, it's meaningless. The rivers run but never overflow. So I give up. And then I'm blessed. Then I win. There I live. There I die. Hills are for those who know. Hills are for those who can climb them for those who ride them reach only valleys.
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As we drove up the coast, I listened to the bumps in the road. Use the background noise to search my thoughts and how much of this life I do not know. I look at the animals it seems their only purpose is to die and it may be the same for you and I so I will just accept that I will die.
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When you laid down to sleep, did you check the clock? While you were at rest, were your eyes moving? Were you sleeping in when we all awoke? Stop dreaming. Get ready for the wake up. We've done all we can, but you wouldn't budge. We cared for you, but you weren't listening. Stop dreaming. Get ready for the wake up. Such a deep sleep. What if this is only the night? Do you believe the day is still coming? Then get ready. Stop dreaming. Get ready for the wake up.
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Come on leaves, fall down, down, down Surround me in an old coal town Come on black clouds, cover me Be my fuel for memory.
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Four Years 04:12
Two thousand miles is long but can be short if you dream. It's up to you and to me to find the springs of steam. Will I know when that moment is not the future no more? Will I know when I look at your face that this time it means for good? A thousand miles can be how far I'd go to know for long or short this might lead and both our hearts will grow. Will I know when that moment is not the future no more? Will I know when I look at your face that this time it means for good? Four years is too long. Let's not do it again. To see you not see me to see me not see you. If absence makes the heart grow fonder this distance makes my resolve stronger. Stronger and stronger. Fonder and fonder.
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Summer Alone 02:59
I know that you say that you miss me but I just can't see how it could be. I know that you say that you love me but I just can't see how it could be when you're miles away from me.
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Self Aware 04:09
Welcome back, it's good to see you I'll tell you all the things I've been through. Days I lived, nights I cried and the places that I've been to. What I've learned, what I've gained when I failed and felt the pain. One more step to being whole One day closer til I am new Further from the dying years Closer to the perfect days. Come hear about the awful truth and what I know about my fading youth. What has changed, what remains what will always stay the same. What I've learned, what I've gained when I failed and felt the pain. One more step to being whole One day closer til I am new Further from the dying years Closer to the perfect days. I have become self-aware.
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The last great western hill in Orange. You cannot conquer us. You cannot build on us. You were not there when the waters rose and the earth was cleansed from its wickedness. We were rulers, we were kings. Our thrones were high and unreachable. But you came and cut us down. Tore into us. Built your houses on us. The last great western hill in Orange. We were rulers, we were kings. Our thrones were high and unreachable. But you came and cut us down. Tore into us. Built your houses on our ashes. You can conquer us, walk all over us. But when you're lost and in the dark, you will wander. You will see shapes. You will hear sounds. You will wonder if we have eyes. And your fear will be enough for us.
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Autumn Age 04:50
I am earth. In my twilight of years, I can feel the strain. The groaning of millennia weighing on my flesh. Caught in throes of death Century 21. When I come to my last, then I will be re-made. My final battle with the enemy we will prevail. One last march before the victory we will prevail. We'll give it all for all the world to see we will prevail. And free ourselves for all eternity we will prevail. He will reign from that day to the end.
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Wonder 04:57
I wonder if I'd ever write bluegrass I wonder if you'd ever rock out. And I wonder if we have enough to last but I wonder if we'd last anyway. I wonder if we have enough to last but I wonder if we'd last any other way. I wonder if I'd be sunburnt year-round I wonder if we'd stand on a mountain. And I wonder if we have enough to last but I wonder if we'd last anyway. I wonder if we have enough to last but I wonder if we'd last any other way. What I mean to say is I don't want to know if I'll last without you. What I mean to say is I don't want to know where the inspiration comes from then.
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about

From acoustic in 2002 to rock in 2004 to metal in 2007, this album is the long-overdue blend of the past and present. Now victorious over a long writer's block, Matt Vargo is back with 12 newly written & released songs in higher quality than ever. Cinematic, emotive and thought-provoking, this is his best work to date.

Commonly cited influences are Porcupine Tree, Muse, Foo Fighters, Opeth, Pink Floyd, movie soundtracks and much more.

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released August 13, 2011

Songwriting, recording, and mixing - Matt Vargo
Guest Vocals - Steven Weldon
Guest Vocals - Lindsey Clark
Keyboards/Strings - Jon Neal

Mastering by Steve McCrum and Matt Vargo

Album Artwork by Owen Nelson and Matt Vargo

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